Gordon Mason
Granular matter
“I’m giving you the choice ! Just finish with me !”
I thought I knew what she meant
but the possible meanings
shifted inside my head like sand.
She might have meant she wanted
him to have the guts to say it’s over
the anger in her voice anticipating
all the pain of her shattered pride.
But his silence said it all.
It was over. Though he wouldn’t say it,
wouldn’t let her make him say it.
Was that it? Why she bullied him
daring him to hurt her -
hurting him before he could her,
taking his choice away, making it hers -
“I’m giving you the choice !”
Such moments over heard are
sand in the hour glass. Solid become liquid.
Everything draining away. Then liquid
back to granular. Granular hard.
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